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Astrology 6: Neptune & Pluto


I have a small set of cards which I bought years ago on which are reflective words such as “Love”, “Detachment”, “Wisdom”, etc., and I pull out one of these cards first thing in the morning to ponder and reflect over the word that emerges and see its relationship to my daily life.

When I started moving towards reflection on Neptune, I kept pulling out “Humility”. It helped me realize that “humility” is the catchphrase for Neptune because it is an energy which leads us into Divinity. Here we lose our attachment to ego and earthly desires and connect with the unknown. We encounter submergence – submission, submersion, transcendence – a sinking below the waves of earthly desires to surrender to the Light within and to co-dance with the Light of The Beloved.

This helped me understand Neptunian energy better as it was a bit like wrestling with a shapeshifter to start with, to grapple with an elusive illusion which slipped away like a dream does in the morning when we awaken and forget the visions of the night as soon as we open our eyes. You can’t pin Neptune down, it is a nebulous energy which permeates all aspects of our being and pulls us towards union with The Great Mystery and release of the illusion of separation.

Neptune calls us to a spiritual death, to leave our old path of ego and control, to let go of that which is no longer of use to our spiritual journey, and to start afresh with practical mysticism to truly feed and nourish our hearts and souls. Just remember too though that Neptune can also lead to illusion, deception and deceit as it casts mists around the truth and can lead us into the whirlpools of wishful thinking rather than clarity of vision.

Neptune takes 165 years to orbit the sun and spends roughly 14 years in each astrological house. It has been transiting Aquarius since 1998 and completes this transit in 2012. So the energy of this planet plays out slowly in our consciousness and influences generations due to its long-lasting and profound effects. Thus at present there has been an upsurge in interest in spiritual matters, for freedom, equality and for peace, and in taking responsibility for our own power and recognizing that Divine Light is in everything and everyone on and within Mother Earth. Neptune inspires us to open our hearts and embrace compassion and humanity as a whole.

Some of this spiritual searching is disconnected from the Earth, ungrounded if you will. This represents Neptune’s energies of illusion, and so is impractical and inspired by wishful thinking and ego, an example of the negative effects of Neptune, but nevertheless a search for higher understanding. Conversely, we are also witnessing the misuse of power, the surrender of power, feelings of powerlessness, turning off, sedation through the glitz and glamour of TV, celebrity cults, etc, closed hearts in relation to the people of other nations, and so on. We are imbalanced when we try to control our world and other people. We are in balance when we release control, allow the flow of universal energy and recognize that none of us can be the Pied Piper for other people, they have their own path to walk as we have ours. We can do this when we surrender to Divine Love and realize that we are an incontrovertible part of the great Web of the Universe as are all other energies in the galaxy.

Neptune is the 10th planet in our solar system, one which to me, numerologically, relates to the end of one cycle and the beginning of a new: 1+ 0 = 1. The sign of the God of the Sea represents the metamorphosis from the cycle we’ve experienced in the Sun, Moon, Earth, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Uranus to the spiral of illumination, transcendence, enlightenment, expanding
our consciousness into a graceful, spirit dance with All That Is. Conversely of course, we may seek to avoid the Grand Vision of Neptune by turning to delusion, fantasy, aimlessness, seeking a high in drug addiction, to feed our earthly desires rather than surrender to Great Spirit.

However, for me, I don’t see Neptune carrying his trident just as an ornament – it’s to poke us into an awareness based on our connection with Mother Earth and not an awareness which is off into the wide, blue yonder capable of stuff all without the grounding of connection with the Mother who nurtures us. Neptune, through the oceans he rules, allows us to dive into submergence of the watery depths of emotion, inspiration, dreams and vision while ensuring we are capable of walking our walk and talking our talk on our life’s journey.

When this beautiful, blue, mysterious, giant planet way out in the Universe moves into retrograde mode – where its orbit in relation to Earth’s orbit makes it look as if it is going backwards – Neptune asks us to enjoy slowness and mystic envisioning – to reflect upon the preceding period and to consider how we have followed our dreams and visions. It is a time to embrace your dreams, visions, inspiration, creativity and artistic inspiration.

For me, the stone spirits of Larimar, Chrysocolla, Papagoite, Fairy Stone Concretions, Aquamarine and Amazonite embody Neptune’s subtle, swirling energies where we can let go, submerge ourselves in All That Is and trance dance with inspiration and The Great Mystery. Of all these planets, when we consider Neptune, I feel we each of us need to listen to its energies to bring forth the dance of inspiration with those stone spirits which are waiting to hold us by the hand and warm our hearts as we soar into Neptune’s spiritual spiral.


Transcendence; illusion; inspiration; vision; dreaming; glitz; glamour; smoke and mirrors; enlightenment; submission; humility, ego, addictions – drugs, shopping, etc; mystical experience; subconsciousness; visions; ungroundedness; delusion; faith; trust; hope; hunches; supernatural; occult; creative artistry; idealism; philanthropy; selfishness; hoarding; bondage; freedom.

Body: Addictions; out of body; movement; dance; yoga; purposeful action; shapeshifting; directionless; lack of boundaries; healthy boundaries.

Crystals: Black Tourmaline; Jet; Pink & White Calcite; Green Tourmaline; Chrysanthemum Stone; Red Jasper; Pietersite.

Mind: Inspiration; vision; artistic inspiration; procrastination; hypochondria, schizophrenia; insanity; delusion; wishful thinking; spiritual purpose & focus; emptiness as in Zen meditation; occult.
Crystals: Clear Fluorite; Kimberlite; Turitella Agate; Carnelian; Turquoise; Inca Jade; Congolese Gwindel Faden.


Bliss; depression; euphoria; black mood; disillusionment; happiness; deception; fog.
Crystals: Blue Vivianite; Mother’s Heart; Watermelon Tourmaline; Pearl; Opal.

Heart: Love; openness; embrace of all; fear; surrender to the Divine; sensitivity; resistance; separation; healing; release; sacrifice; identification with humanity as a whole; release of ego.
Crystals: Plum Quartz; Brandberg Amethyst; Dioptase; Peruvian Rhodochrosite Crystals; Papagoite; Malachite.


Transcendence; connection with the Divine; connection to the Great Mystery

Crystals: Elestial Quartz; Scolecite; Staurolite; Fairy Stone Concretions; Pezzotaite; White Spirit Quartz


Love; mystery; trust; faith; hope; surrender; submergence.
Crystals: Blue Hemimorphite; Plancheite; Lapis Lazuli; Angelite; Amazonite; Azurite; Petalite.

That’s it for Neptune, folks. I invite you to climb onto a high diving board, take a deep breath and dive into the depths of Neptune to swim and dive with the dolphins, whales and other watery creatures to submerge yourself in vision, ecstasy and dreaming. But as you frolic in the watery depths, keep your eyes open for the caverns and canyons of Mother Earth below the waves so you keep grounded and practical as well as inspired and visionary.

Pluto is all about our shadow selves, our fears, our deepest held prejudices, our negative beliefs about ourselves – all the so-called junk we stuff down and pretend doesn’t exist within us. Having flung ourselves into the Universe with Neptune, embracing our intuition and creativity, we collide with all the deeply held shadow side and fears which hold us back and which we need to embrace before we can move forward into the wholeness of our inner light. Often the Underworld is truly hidden from our gaze, the release of the shadows from our subconscious is often accompanied by massive dislocation, upset and upheaval as the tsunami of release hits our conscious shores.

More than that, we are called to embrace the past in the form of our Ancestors – to re-connect with them, to surrender to their loving assistance and kindness, to reconnect with our ancestral heritage and live with our roots deep into where we came from spiritually speaking and deep within where we are now – co-habiting with Mother Earth and all other sentient beings here and in the wider Universe.

I found it interesting that a while back astronomers junked Pluto as a planet, saying it wasn’t a “real” planet. Hmmmm. This to me is a reflection of our desires not to go into the Underworld of ourselves – whether internally or externally – and face up to what we consider the “not so nice” bits and pieces. This dumping of Pluto as a planet came about at a time when we are facing global warming, global warfare, social dislocation, and so much more chaos in various places. We are being called to powerlessness by appeals to fear and hatred around the world. In this respect, let’s remember that Pluto was discovered in 1930 when the world started lurching towards the Plutonian energy of Hitler and people giving their power away to one individual and not taking responsibility for their own actions.

Yet this planet is about light and dark, good and bad, peace and war and yes, our own inner conflict with all these aspects which are reflected in the outer world. Unlike in earlier times where resistance to Hitler was slow to manifest, the use of Plutonian power now – regardless of where it manifests – is being met with people reclaiming their power and refusing to kneel at the altar of fear and ignorance. The world – through the vast advances in communication systems – is a much smaller place and powerfulness is nurtured by our growing awareness not just of facilities such as the Internet but of our interconnection not as citizens of individual countries but as beings of light connected to the magnificent web of love permeating every atom of our beloved Universe.

This is not just in the external world. Within we internalise fears from our childhood and later life, all the judgements we make about ourselves or the judgments of others we’ve taken on board. In doing so, we disrupt our own glimmer of light in the galactic web. We’re meant to shine brightly as a meaningful link in this web. As such, Pluto is a clarion call to embrace our own power wherever we are in the inner and outer worlds, whether in big or small ways. Ignore Pluto at your peril!

Pluto to me is characterised by The Tower in the Tarot, the point where, in order to advance, you need to let go or be forced into letting go – to de-construct yourself, surrender to the forces of upheaval and disruption, of digging deep into the shadowy depths, of acknowledging your fears, bringing them into the light to face them, and re-constructing yourself as the next step into the spiral of growth that is just beginning. It’s much like people who’ve lost all their possessions in a fire – they emerge with nothing in material terms but with a clean slate and with the amazing knowledge that they are alive, with no baggage, embarking on a life which has – literally – been cleansed by fire.

It’s no surprise that plutonium is part of the nuclear energy cycle which is so massively explosive. Pluto explodes into our lives to crunch us, chew us up, urge us to give up our bones free of the flesh which conceals them, get cleansed by the vultures of the light and dawn and day, and emerge afresh, sparkling clean, eyes bright, ready to prance down the Yellow Brick Road on our path to greater treasures waiting to be revealed.

To return to the world situation, for example, Plutonian energies as exercised by someone such as Hitler in general generate awareness not of giving one’s power away but taking one’s power back to stand in one’s own sense of ethics, justice and responsibility. So as darkness and chaos seem to reign, the other side of the coin is the upsurge in interest and awareness of healing the earth, working with compassion and tolerance, working for peace, organising to live lightly with this wonderful Mother Earth that supports us so wonderfully.

In hauling our shadow side to view, in helping us embrace all aspects of ourselves and integrating them into a Greater Whole, Pluto opens the way for the loss of attachment, of deep surrender to our own particular path and to the Song of the Universe chanting through our hearts and soul, to transformation and release. We are all the lighter for plunging into Plutonic energies, descending into the Underworld for deconstruction and then surfacing again for reconstruction in a world free of our fears and limitations, and welcoming us just as we are – us as unique, whole, integrated individuals with hopes, fears, light, dark, brightness, shadow, wonderful beings with eyes alight with awe and wonder as we see the Yellow Brick Road sparkling ahead of us leading us on to more mystery, adventure and soul evolution.

Underworld; shadows; disruption; pain; fear; deconstruction; reconstruction; mystery; release; transformation; cleansing; liberation; power; powerlessness; domination; abuse; self-empowerment; abuse of power; right use of power; unseen; sacred; subconscious; death (metaphoric); rebirth; suffering; depression; optimism; destruction; restriction; gateways; crossroads; sense of direction.

Body: Headaches; illness; nausea; pain; tension; loosening up; energy; lethargy, exercise; new health patterns.
Crystals: Wulfenite, Dogtooth Calcite; Morion Quartz; Black Melanite Garnet; Namibian Rose Quartz.

Mind: Resistance; turmoil; clogged up; foghead; clarity; direction; manipulation; obsession; decadance; serenity.
Crystals: Aurora Borealis Marble; Dreamweaver; Arkansas Shaman Stone; Wah Wah Amethyst Crystal.


Depression; Dark Night of the Soul; detachment; manipulation; optimism; brightness; emotional release, joy, honesty.
Crystals: Smoky Quartz with rainbows; Singing Shaman Calcite; Pink Pollucite

Heart: Confidence; meanness; hate; love; consideration; empowering others; support; bringing the sacred to light on earth; mutli-dimensional galaxy.
Crystals: Galaxyite; Green Fluorite; Fulgurite; Emerald Green Calcite; Garnet; Smoky quartz with rainbows; Starburst Nebula Stone


Transformation; Love; Fearlessness; Courage
Crystals: Covellite; Metamorphosis Quartz; Libyan Desert Glass; Moldavite.
Spirit: The Power of Spirit; Alignment with Highest Good; Sanctity; Blessedness; Ancestral Links.
Crystals: Blue Kyanite; Metamorphosis Quartz; Proustite; Bolivian Blue Danburite.

That’s it for Pluto, folks. Good luck with your descent into the Underworld whenever it manifests, as it surely will. But just remember – the journey back to the Light makes it all worth while.

Winding Up! (44)

Exif_JPEG_422Just to wind up, as I said previously I went through my life thinking that my parents were a couple in themselves, with me on the outside. So imagine my surprise when I had a reading with a medium which turned my ideas topsy-turvy.

Doubtless there will be people who will scoff at the idea of a medium and conversations with people in spirit but, trust me, this incident came out of the blue, with no wishes for any kind of link with my parents.

I had been selling crystals at a new age fair in Victoria and it had been very quiet. A guy approached my stall and started making very accurate comments about my life so, as I was bored witless doing nothing, I trotted over to his stall and said I’d have a reading.  I had no preconceived ideas, but just left the whole thing open.

The first thing the medium said was that he wanted no facts or responses from other than “yes” or “no” so that he couldn’t be accused of “reading me cold” which happens with a lot of so-called mediums and Tarot readers (and don’t forget I’m a Tarot reader!). His first comment was that my mum and dad had turned up, which surprised me no end as I hadn’t thought of them at all.  His next comment was that they weren’t together, they’d gone separate ways, each to their own spiritual lineage.

Then he said my mum had told me she never loved my father. At first I misunderstood and thought she’d said she’d never loved my grandfather. But no, she said she’d never loved my father, she’d only married him under pressure from  her family to get some sort of financial stability. But what she had wanted was to have her own business and be independent.

Now funnily enough, when I had an astrology reading in  Boonah, the astrologer had asked me about my mother and whether she was unusual in any way. To be very honest, my relationship with my mother was very much overshadowed by my antagonistic relationship with my father. So I felt rather bewildered, although I knew that she’d been very efficient and happy running the guesthouse when we lived in Ramsgate, and always enjoyed going to work – whether it was in the grocer’s shop or bakery in Sandwich, or in Debenham’s when my parents moved to Canterbury (I was in university by that stage).

Later I obtained a psychological profile of myself from Liz Greene, a renowned astrologer, and was taken aback to read the following about my mother:

Although your mother might have appeared conventional in her behaviour, and devoted to her family’s needs, she is pictured in your horoscope as a strong and independent spirit, who was perhaps not as able to accept the limitations and compromises of family life as she pretended to be. Thus she suppressed a natural restlessness and a rather explosive temper which sprang from a strong desire to break free and pursue her own goals and dreams without the restrictions of marriage and motherhood.”

The medium continued that my mother told him she had felt hemmed in by marriage and even more trapped when she became pregnant. And this rather validated my feeling that I wasn’t a very welcome addition to the family unit.

Then came another bombshell. The medium said that my parents had considered divorce when I was in my ‘teens. Now this was something which really wasn’t something I thought about at all. But in my ‘teens my parents had suddenly asked me what I’d do if they got a divorce. I  thought they were joking, laughed and said I’d bang their heads together.  Nothing more was said and it just seemed a rather puzzling anomaly over the years.  Then, through the medium, my mother said she’d stayed for me. I remember thinking rather forcefully that she wasn’t going to lumber me with that sort of guilt. And then the medium added that she’d been a bit more truthful and admitted it was for security too.

To say I was a bit shaken was an understatement. All my ideas of a loving couple went right out the window.  And then my father came through, saying that he was lonely in the world of spirit, as lonely as he had been in life when all the people he had loved had never loved him. It sounds sad, but I remember thinking that a great deal of Dad’s problems had been entirely self-generated and self-inflicted, so I didn’t feel a whole lot of sympathy. The medium said Dad told him my mum had great bouts of explosive anger which she kept separate from me but directed at Dad. Dad told the medium that he was glad when Mum finally died (of lung cancer) as he thought his life would improve. But nothing had changed except for the worse. Finally the medium said he thought Dad was doing a life review.

I’m quite aware that cynics out there will be rolling their eyes and snorting about mediums and life after death, but the astounding thing for me was that the medium sought no information, provided me with details which confirmed a lot of what he transmitted to me and, in the final analysis, cleared up a lot of things which had puzzled me over the years but which hadn’t really bothered me enough to explore in greater detail. The unexpected information about my parents’ marriage came right out of left field and left me quite shaken and very surprised.

There’s another factor in my feeling on the outside in my mother’s and father’s relationship.  Again in astrology, and without going into great boring detail, I have Pluto and Saturn very close together in Leo in the ninth house, which is to do with groups, societies, friends, and  so on. These two planets cuddled up actually bring up a lot of hidden fears, suspicions and neuroses for me to do with gatherings of people, relationships, groups and so on.  So I would bring these hidden fears into my relationship with my mother and father, particularly after my mother failed to offer me any consolation after the hiding I got from my father when I was young, which I mentioned in an earlier post.

I remember my mother saying once that she didn’t think I was emotional, but in fact I used to hide my emotions because of the dysfunctional relationship with my father. I didn’t allow one chink in my armour as I knew he would sense it and fire a few verbal bullets and arrows at me. In fact, I’m very emotional – I cry at the drop of a hat at sad movies; weep at war memorial ceremonies; mourn over animals affected by cruelty; get weepy at children in refugee camps and other images of cruelty. But I generally keep this to myself.

Actually, to be very honest, I sometimes think I must have seemed like the cuckoo in the nest to my parents. I can’t have been an easy child as I was quite secretive, withdrawn and quiet. I did have a few childhood friends but lost them when I was transferred to a Catholic convent when I was six while my friends stayed in a state school. And at the Convent I never made any good friends, having arrived much later than others in my year. The one girl I thought had been a good friend turned out to be otherwise when her sister told me she used to laugh at me – perhaps confirming again my fears about groups and friends.

What I do cherish, however, was what the medium passed on to me from my mother: “You are my delight and my reason for living.”

And that is finally “it”, the end, of this review of family relationships. I am thankful for the kidney infection which helped release all the stuff bottled up inside me and extend my grateful thanks to the terrific physician author of the blog post which, unknowingly, sparked all this off, Behind the White Coat.



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